first week of poly life, I find it quite ok... Especially wed and thurs cos it's the easiest... We dun have to do much think.... Even though on wed, we need to crack our brain a lot but because I like math so I find it very enjoyable...
every Monday I will be having Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving... lesson is okok... But I dun really like it as it remind me of ss so make me feel like slping... But I also learn a lot from it like how to analyze problem... Wad are the step taken to come abt the ans...
every Tuesday I will have Communication Practice... It was easy lesson cos u just need to talk but cos we will be given a task to do like my group did the role on being service center... The customer call to ask how to build the product he or she bought... If was very difficult as u onli allow to tell her verbally and coming out with onli 8 to 10 steps... Starting we couldnt came out with 8 steps, we onli have 5 steps... But after we add it some decoration, we finally got 8 step of intruction...
every wednesday i am having Computing and Mathematical... yeah... maths... i like maths so i looking for every wed lesson.... i learn one thing from the math lesson is tat it is easy to solve math qns but give the ans, forming another equation tat have the same as the solved ans is hard... as some of the ans we get after we solved the qns is in decimal point so it's hard to form equation... furthermore, we onli can use limited number of cards to form...
thursay i am having Enterprise Skills ... the first lesson, we are asked to find out more abt ourselves by doing the personality test... lesson was very fun.... we also end lesson quite early... hope nx lesoon will be better...
friday i got basic science... sian... cos the first lesson we are asked to research on blood and ans the qns our teacher asked... i still very blur with it.... haha.... but nvm its over liao... at most i fail the UT onli ma.... haiz... haha....
Hope everyday will get better and better...
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(¯`·._.·[hate today!!!!]·._.·´¯)
ytd i had this strong feeling of uneasy abt today... feeling tat today will be a very bad day for me... i couldnt slp well last nite becos the strong feeling.... it make me feel like skipping school today...
haiz... in the end i still went to school... i been feeling moody since i wake up.... nth cheer me up... the lesson was so boring... haiz... feel like i am attending ss lesson... some more the topic so suck make my mood worst... after 1st meeting i starting to feel unwell... it worsten my mood... i saw adrain during my 1st break... haha... he seem enjoyinging himself... after my 1st break i went back class to have my second lesson... we were asked to fill the FMT( if i rmb correctly.. haha)it was quite easy to fill up the FMT but the presentation was not easy to do a gd one... haiz... today everything all suck lo... during my lesson i was very hungry even though i eat a bit during my 2nd break but cos i not feeling well i lost my appetite... i think i was too hungry, i couldnt concentrate on the lesson anymore.. totally lost concentration... i think today presentation was not gd... we onli come up with a few idea... not gd enough... after my lesson i am lucky to have willie free to accompany me to the interchange if not i really dunnoe i will faint anot on the way home... when we left the school it suddenly pour heavily... we was all drenched... it make me feel worst than before... haha... really really very lucky lo... got willie around to accompany me.... willie is a hao ren... is a da da da hao ren.. hehe...
this moring when i was having my 1st break Jia Hui sms me ask me y i nv reply his sms... i tot he send to the wrong person but later it was really for me... i find it strange y he ask me y i didnt reply his sms... i not his who wat y must i reply his sms... he so funny... haha... but i just reply him the reason lo... haiz... anyway... he was also very nice being concern abt me... haha...thnk everyone especially willie n Jia hui....
hao ren hui you hao bao de... haha...
hope tml will be better for me... if not i dun noe how long i can stay alive if this continue...
DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i suddenly got a feeling tat i dunnoe my family member enough... they dun understand me at all... we dun talk much to each other... i really dunnoe wat to do... ever since i gotten my o lvl result i have been feeling tired... there are too many thing happening in my family... i cannot take it altogether at such a short time... i think my parents care abt my bro more than me... if he meet with any problem, my parents will help him solve... but me lei... they wont... they always think they can trust me in the things i do so they dun care so much abt me...
haha... i told my mother when i am able to support myself i will leave this house... i had enough of this place... i dun feel i belong here....
when i noe my jae was unsuccessful... i was abit sad.... i tot of wat other school i can get in.... when i told my mother abt my plan she was ok.... but when the day for me to go to the school to appeal she objected... on the day itself.... when i was already waiting for the bus, she told me no!!!! wat the hell she is thinking.... i told her so many times before going to apeal.... she did not say a single thing... i was so angry with it... nowadays she keep scolding me say i nv work hard la.... then did so badly for it.... when i was working hard she did not say anything... but once i did badly she scold until siao.... everytime when i got gd result i tot they will buy me something as a reward or treat me something gd like they promised me.... they didnt keep their promise... i noe they cant afford i dun blame them but not a single praise i received from them... in my past memorise i onli rmb how i was being beaten by my mother because of my result... i work very hard since then in order not to get beaten by my mother... but why is it the more i work hard for it the worst the result is... y??? i dun understand.... it is not tat i didnt put in effort... i noe myself i will not say i work very hard if i onli put in a little effort.... i am very true to myself cos... i reflect on everything i do.... so i really dun get it...
haiz... this friday is gd friday... i dun wish for tat day to come... cos my relative will ask me how was my appeal.... i had enough ppl asking me the same qns.... i dun wan to say anything abt it anymore... my show starting gtg liao...
the song i like
i like the song:三個夏天... the lyric express my feeling... the singer voice suit the song prefectly... i really like it alot but i couldnt get a copy of it... quite sad...
the song is the main song for an animated story... the story very sad... haha... i cant help to cry... really crybaby lei me... =p
詞:吳若權 曲:Ashly
打開門讓我走進 你的房間 卻還有別人在裡面
關了心感情總會 慢慢沉澱 怎麼也回不到從前
閉上眼以為你會 消失不見 孤單地度過了幾年
張開眼愛已走遠 我們之間 又多了另一個夏天
用真心換謊言 寧願被自己騙
這個世界能不能夠同時有 三個夏天 我只能
走到海角天邊 等你的決定 出現
明確地說你愛我不會改變 直到永遠
用真心換謊言 讓愛回到原點
整個世界到了最後只剩下 一個夏天 我陪你
走到海角天邊 當淚如潮水 湧現
溫柔地說我愛你不會改變 直到永遠
海岸線被風吹動 相思纏綿 重逢是最美的預言
瓶子裡有一封信 帶著夢想 等待著有情人發現
我和你會再續前緣
