like wat my mabel mummy say in the tagboard, it been a month since i last update my blog... everytime i wan to update, something happen or i am busy with something no time to update...

the past few week the problem has been very difficult... i was quite stress up. not sure of wat to do or where to start... problems will be tougher and tougher everyweek... so sian... haiz...

update of my UT grade: science UT1 i got B... predicted grade is B... Maths UT1 is B+ and UT 2 is C+... predicted grade is B... suck VB cos me to get C+.... lucky nv affect my overall grade... problem solving UT1 and 2 i B+... predicted grade is B+... communication UT1 i got B+... UT2 is C... haha... dunnoe y i get C... nvm la... prediceted grade is B+... Enterprise UT1 is B... predicted grade is B.... i think not bad la... all predicted grade is B... haha... have to work hard...

nothing much happen to me this past few week... i had been trying to forget alot of things and trying to find back my real self... it is so hard to find back the real me... i had been through alot it is really hard to be the old me again... i wan to find back my happiness... i wan to be happy everyday... i dun wan to be a crybaby anymore... i had enough of crying...

a few week ago i tell myself not to think abt loverelationship thingy... so the person i like can onli be kept deep inside my heart... i hope i will not going to touch that part again... but sometime i just cant help myself but to think abt him... i think last week ba... i started to force myself to stop thinking cos i had too much misery. i was harsh will i was talking to him... nw he and me had nothing more to say... i think any reason i dun talk to him is because i am scare i heard thing with i am afraid to heard... thus i avoid it...

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I'm not supposed to love you,

I'm not supposed to care,

I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,

Sorry, I just couldn’t help myself,

I fallen in love with you.

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I cry for the times that you were almost mine.

I cry for the memories I've left behind.

I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, and the new.

I cry for the times I thought I had you