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Friday, May 26, 2006
my gobster uncle slping in class... haha...
my fake lover,dear and my gobster uncle....
my fake lover and me discussing our problem for the day.
from the left is my gobster uncle, ah ma and me...
my fake lover and me... yeah in the middle is my gobster ah gong... haha...
Monday, May 22, 2006
today presentation was suck... i miss out one main point... haiz... i think today we too slack liao that's y we did not have time to do our presentation... sian la... suck man... tml basic science cannot slack liao... very depress... i tot i can do well for it... no mood to listen to wat other team's presentation... sian... we just miss out one important point and the whole things is not perfect liao lo...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... for the past two lessons, my grp presentation is the best lo. sian lo... this week lidat... haiz... haha... no choice i too ambitious liao la... just nw i ask xiu hui when they present ma... cos they have the point i wanted to add in de... also the one important point me miss out de... jun yun ask the fac if we need to include anot... he say not really need la... cos tat is not he really wan to see... F***... really feel like scolding lo... he tot xiu hui's grp to present it lei... really damn it lo... i feel very sad lo... cos i was the one who decided not to add when i heard tha fac ssy dun need... if my team mate get very low grade, i feel guilty lo... haiz... i should not listen to the fac lo... really... i am stupid la... haiz... ANGRY LA....
WAO LAO... NX WEEK DUN LISTEN TO THE FAC LIAO LA...
SO ANGRY LO... Y I AM SO DUMB....
Saturday, May 20, 2006
this week alot of things happen... We change team mates!!! haha... some module i prefer the pervious group member than the current one... but no matter how i like the previous group, i still have to continue to do my work... i can onli make full use with the ppl i am groped with... even if i am unhappy with the new grouping, i can onli force myself to like it... haha... no choice... have to be same group as them for another 4 weeks or so... haha... lucky for the time being i am ok with the new grouping... haha... this is one of the changes in my life this week la... hope everything will be fine with my new group members....
haha.... another thing that happen and changes in my life for the week is that i got alot of fake family member... some will call it as gobster family la... u can take a look of my gobster family's blog under my link... haha... it's quite fun lo... as it seems like the whole class is a one big family... haha... so united lidat... haha.. i even have a fake lover lo... haha... he is a nice guy la... but i wont fall him de... (this is to tell that someone dun keep saying i miss arh..? or will i miss him..?) thus i wont miss him k!!!
haha.... another thing that happen and changes in my life for the week is that i got alot of fake family member... some will call it as gobster family la... u can take a look of my gobster family's blog under my link... haha... it's quite fun lo... as it seems like the whole class is a one big family... haha... so united lidat... haha.. i even have a fake lover lo... haha... he is a nice guy la... but i wont fall him de... (this is to tell that someone dun keep saying i miss arh..? or will i miss him..?) thus i wont miss him k!!!
haiz... on tuesday i kanna bully by my fake lover lo... he step on my leg, i did not respond to it... then he keep stepping lo... then i hit him... haha... i found out he scare being tickled... haha... cos he took my phone dun wan to return me so i tickled him... nv tot it will work... haha... yeah... i managed to get back my phone... haha... ya... we change group ma.... then i got two day same group as my fake lover... sure kanna bully again... ='(
most of the time he is very gd la.... on monday i quite sick.... then i wanted to get the biscuit.... he dun like me eat... say i sick cannot eat... then i tickled him and snatch it from him... my poly life is much more enjoyable with my gobster family around... today they go watch movie... i got something on so cannot go... sad lei...
this week i got mathematic and computing UT and communication UT... i think i will do badly for the mathematic and computing de... haha... some qns very hard... nvm la... first UT onli... haiz... even i say so i still dun wan to have bad grade lo... haha... communication was quite easy... haha... hope to do well for it... =)
haha... i forget is monday or sunday la... my fake lover say daron like me... willie also say daron like me... then daron say i like willie... then he also say dun fall for my fake lover... aiyo... i sian diao lo... haiz... wadever la... wadever they like la... -_-"
hope nx week will be much more fun then this week... hope that that someone will not do dangerous thing again and really take care of himself... everytime ask me to take care of myself then he nv take care so not fair lo... and really take for keeping me accompany... hope you really can help me get over my past and forget all the unhappy memories....
Friday, May 12, 2006
i was so angry ytd... i sort of skip lesson... cos i really cannot take it lo... i was so angry with Jason tat i just left... i was damn angry lo... the acid in my stomach keep increasing... then my gastric is really killing...
everything was fine until he started to getting distracted and keep objecting our ideas.... he is the onli one tat object to it lo... he keep saying he dun understand... we all explain to him liao he still dun understand... say no gd la... he so smart he suggest some idea la... i was so angry, i tot of just leaving but since a few min more will be my 2nd breakout so i went to the toilet to cool myself down... when i came back from the toilet, i saw my grp member just came out of the classroom they say go down eat first... then i nv say anything just went back to the classroom... i throw my bag on the table... then xui hui came me ask me want to go eat ma... then i went with her... on the way xui hui say yun jun was looking at me to figure wat happen to me.. so i tot of sms yun jun and tell him wat happened...
xui hui and me went to had our lunch... we had our food take away... we went back to class to eat... a few minutes later jason came back... he went to yun jun's grp to eat as our grp table is full of things... yun jun noe i was angry so when jason finish his food yun jun tall him to go away and get back to work... but jason came and tell us tat yun jun wan him to go away he dun wan to... so he wan to stay there... need any help he will then come over... wth... it is more like he wan to watch yun jun play cs lo... this really make my blood boil even more lo... i was so angry tat i break down and cry... i went to the staircase there and cry... daron was so nice to call and ask how am i... i cry awhile... onli a few drop each time la... i started to fell unwell... i dun think i cant concentrate anymore in tat condition and i am very mad at jason so i just went off... daron came and keep me accompany for awhile... i stayed in the library as i dun feel like going home...
in the library... i ask xui hui how is the grp... she say jason keep objecting yu xiang... haiz... i really dun dare to imaging how the presentation will be like... around 4 i went to leo to see the grp presentation... the point he objected was in it lo... since he objected dun put la... put his own idea in la... wt... haiz... so angry lei... i hope i wont be working with him anymore... feel like scolding bad word lo... haiz... hope monday lesson will be better....
haha... daron was so gd to keep me accompany after his lesson... when i was in de library he keep pei me chat on msn... i hope i did not cos him any trouble.... haha... also thank to him i got a b for my basic science... finally.... nw i got 4 c... sian... the rest all b... no a... i just had my UT on basic science and Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving... i think my basic science sure get a fail grade de lo... i really dunnoe how to do most of the qns... hope my Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving will get good grade la... not very sure but think can pass la...
hope everything so well....
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
today lesson sian as usual... as usual, i am so blur abt it... dunnoe wat he wan... haiz... sian la... getting another c again la... i now got 3 'c' liao... sian lo... suck lei.... haiz... today my first day i bring my lappy to school so i spend most of my morning in the library, getting it configure my lappy.... haha... then i go back class so blur... cos i miss out alot wat the fac said... then once i got back from the library i started using my com transfer music file... dl msn... haha... then the rest of the second period i was chatting listen to music all the way... haha... nv participate in the discussion at all... haha...
sian... today erping singing in class then cause me terrible headache... sian lo... cannot concentrate well.... haiz...
haha... tml math and computing... hmmm... quite looking forward to it lo.... hope it will be fun... haha... me siao liao... keep haha....
hope tat all the ppl i love will be happy...
